Things happen

Well this is not a good time... that is why I have not been posting buttt..
My grandmother my love my heart my all is very very ill as you all no and now its winding down..and fast. I dont really want to get into it all but. I want to dedicate this to her and all I do.. I am so happy my daughter and I saw her very much since I have been home and well Veonas middle name is Sylvia and I am so PROUD. I also am dedicated and motivated by the fact that school is now for me but also her.I have finished on monday and it was very very stressful this last 2 weeks with 2 8 pg papers 2 tests and discussion posts and being sick and well yea buttt... I want to be a funeral director/ and or any thing to do with the dead in the funeral home or wherever and now this is making want to do it for her.
I had 20 mins with her alone to just ball andpour my feelings to her and I am very happy about that.. Although this is unbelivable and overwhelming. Its a very odd feeling for me at this age and with my life right now. It will never be the same buttt things happen for a reason and I will use that to push me to be the best!I will always have her in my heart and On MY SIDE literally the huge tattoo i have is for her. The poinsettias with the leaves which equals 4 since she has stage 4 cancer!Poinsettias are her most favorite thing ever besides cats and snowmen so I am very happy she has seen it and loves it ! I Love you Grandma Meal I cooked the other day.. I was in the moon for corn and rice and sausage ?? haha and the rice was an almond one it was terrific tho!!!

Well this past saturday I had a craft show at jefferson and well Here I am ! It was not very busy because of it being their first show but I met those two really awesome ladies behind me and had a pretty good time and made some money :) And got some good networking as well. They actually gave me this awesome ornament that says Golly Liquor is quicker and I adore it hhehe and i gave them some clips for their children.

I love this picture of her out of the bath about a week ago :) She outgrew the baby ones light this so we got her bigger ones hehe and we go ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR like a lion and she does it and laughs giggle giggle

A best friend Forever and ever who is the Best

Nat and our couple of days with Veona were absolutly wonderful this past week

We say xmas lights, went out to eat, decorated at her house, make brownies together (homemade o course) Danced around and played music with Veona and I can go on and on...

I love you Nat and thanks for all your support with my gma and just being the best friend I could ever ask for :) Veona loves you very much..

Soul sister in fact

lol has station fun.. Natty is silly Now these lights were a kick.. Quakertown and its funny cuz Nat saw these when she went to go to work and told us about it to show veona and we went to see it and it was amazing butttt i noticed a sign that said something about xmas lights by so and so call this number LOL they had it done!! Cheaters but o wells it was neat. And they had these dripping icicle lights that were beautiful. This actually does not show the whole display there were santa Huges ones and raindeer leading up the house pulling the sleigh which u could actually see off the highway Soo cool.

Veona new exactly what to do with this... Soo cool.. blow the horn tutz.

Love this picture of Nat and Veona at the piano.. Gosh she loves it as you know.. She will be a musician and Artist I believe Mommy and Veona

Shes always the love of my life :)

Keep us in your Prayers

Janelle

Models for Pure Sin

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy
Its finallly here!!!
I got 3 of my Pure Sin models photos up and ready to blog:)))

To start these of is Squeak Machine :)
Gosh I love her and she is just a doll.
She is known for her awesome hair and makeup and has a great website
http://www.squeakmachine.com/
Check it out.
Model-Squeak Machine
Photographer-Barrie Blau Photography
Accessories-Pure Sin
But first and foremost she is my main lady with tonz of merchandise on her neck and hair
This is the Nerd necklace The lab rab hair bow
Milkshake neckklace
and cheetah clippy

Pink zebra bat bow
skull clippy and
cupcake clippy

Fisbone hairbow
Bad apple skull necklace

Barbie girl necklace :)

Fishbone series**** Very popular

Fisbone bottlecap necklace

Fishbone ring

Pink Cameo necklace

This set is awesome!

Model-Christina Matthews

Photographer- Rusty Taglaireni

Stunning full shot here she is wearing the Chettah bottlecap necklace

Christina is known for her stunning latex and awesome hair!!

Close up of the cheetah bottlecap necklace

Beautiful Rose bottlecap necklace

This set is

Model-Vika Noxx

Photographer-Zeitagest Photography

The Octopus bow

Beautiful long shot of the skeleton hand necklace

Vika has such stunning eyes and boy what a perfect shot of those and the skeleton hand necklace in her mouth while her lip rings surround it ;)

Thanks again to my beautiful Models for representing Pure Sin

My hats go off to you and the photographers :)

Perfect job

www.puresin.etsy.com

Dont forget to purchase them for xmas and Rad gifts for you and your loved ones :)

Attn: These are all copyrighted and are not to be used

All of these models can be found on Model mayhem, facebook , twitter and there own websites :)

Ps - Keep an eye out for another Models for Pure Sin post in the near future im waiting on about 5 awesome models-Kami, Blazer,Alien Baby,Mandi,Rogizoid! Yeah im Stoked

Janelle

Veonas Photoshoot with mom and cooking of course...

Well as you all know I model but other then being in front of a camera....
Being behind the camera is a huge passion of mine as well... this is my first real true photoshoot with my beautiful daughter Veona!
This is all taken in the pathway/wooded area in my complex
It is actually quite neat because we have been walking on this path as long as I can remember and she even says once we get to the park "walk" "walk mama" its adorable.
Soo here area ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT of photos but I cant help myself she is so photogenic ( she must have got some of my genes) hehe

So to start off I LOVEEEEEEEEEE this photo it is getting framed along with about 7 other of these.
Hands of love Such neat shawdowing in this one

Dont you just love the hat and this one Veona was gettin a bit dirty and handing mama some acors as she said

Here on a log and just a pretty smile

Love her smile here with the leave and the leaves in the background

Neat face

Profile shot

Snicker grin. She is soo funny

Neat backround and her

Look at my leaf. So cute

Bending down

One of my favs sooo beautiful

Gorgeous

Veona in her hello kitty rain boots since its been raining here like crazy :)

Well now this is one of my xmas gifts I really wanted new pots since i adore cooking.. here they are in action and my very first meal i cooked along with a new beautiful plate :)

ohhhhhhhhhh la la I made squash zuchini sausage seasoned and fetichini with four cheese alfredo sauce. Gosh was it good. I hate seconds hehe















A ham sandwhich from yesterday with my sister:) We had a great day ... went shopping, played with veona, decorated my gmas for xmas and got my place ready and then started decorated the windows with special window markers for christmas . Yay.

Omgosh I forgot to tell you all Our VERY FIRST SNOWDAY was on thanksgiving morning :) IT WAS BEAUTIFUL and i wanted to share it with you and some photos from thx giving too I forgot

Janelle

Xmas list and things I think my loved ones got...

So I loveee TOKIDOKI stuff and I really want this calendar by them its sooo neat :)

Skeleanimals are the freakin bestest Veona has the ;purple backback and I want this lil guy he is too cute! Oh can I say urban Decay

holy moly I love all urban decay I just wish they didnt put such a whole in my wallet. But I really would like soome more stuff specially some more eyestuff.. I already spent 127$ last year but wow thats outa the question now I just love there stuff and got my sister some stuff from them and we got Bare Escentuals stuff too:)
But I would like some clinique Cover up as well ;)

Well this post makes me feel sooo greedy but it continues lol...

And well as far as this callow lily goes I loveeeee her work I would love a print or some clothes or well it inspires me and I have done tonzzz of research on advertising or getting published and thats my goal for Pure Sin :) I have been on an online mag for modeling but not Pure Sin yet but will have some awesome interview blogs of Pure Sin up soon I cant wait that will be this month and on...Oh and also a New TATTOO I want sooo bad to start a halloween piece since well thats me :))))))

Umm Can u say XBOXXXX and DDR and Mat holy smokes I want!

Now this mite confuse you but I want a good 30-50 inch hdtv not plasma but yea and a new tv stand for my living room :)

So here is this onyx ring I want.

Noooooooooo

its not what you think

I am not getting married nor am I in a relationship

(but that could be in the near future or well some day possibly)

I just love onyx and well black and I have changed my ways on silver. I used to hate it but I loveeeeee change

and thrive on it and I am over gold. Despise it actually... almost hate but yeah

I want silver. I feel gold is bad luck and well yeahhh... I know others who changed that now are older and happily married too and I feel its a good new start for me :) and btw Im bc free if you know what that means lol I dont want to go into detail cuz its personal butt im off of it :) yehaaaa I just want a new me :) and that means natural..

A merry xmas kiss to you all!

So I have always loved wears waldo and well here is a collection omg I want it because Veona has grown to love him too like mama :) we do it together and she giggles and says THERE HE ISSSS to copy me lol its adorable

I have always loved philosophy and all that goes with it so I think I would llove this and it will be beneficial. I have to take philosophy I think but actually will be in English and Psychology this coming semester and LCCC with Eng at school(squeals yay) Cant wait

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(fist in mouth)I have been wanting these for my whole life!!!

I do not know why I never treated myself well actually in the last 3 years I do.. im unselfish when it comes to my daughter and loved ones I put them first. But I WANT I WANT I WANT I actually like about 3 diff styles of these dr Martens butt I want to start with these. Soo darn smexyy yess smexyy not sexy ;)

Drumrollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

Well this is my most WANTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

gift this year and sadly I dont think i will get it :(

Im not being greedy since my father did just spend a ton on my today and I have new pots/pans baking pans, utensils and so on oh omg and my cupcake apron sooo cute:) but I realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly wanted this puppy. Specially in onyx since it reminds me of my gma and since for thanks giving my whole family LOVEEEED my baking which rocked my boat hehe. So I am now the rocking cupcake diva! Yup that is me ;) sooo I shall be busting out some baking moves (oh snap) lol i never talk like that but Gosh it will take me forever to save for this if I even get it in the next year prolly a couple lol but I want sooo bad. Santa pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Santa baby.

Janelle